I was on my way to retrieve some items for Shadowstalker’s burial rites from a remote cave where he would meditate for weeks. Before I was even within a quarter mile of the cave entrance I could sense that the spirits of the dead were waiting for one to pass over into their realm. The strange thing was that they were waiting inside Shadowstalker’s meditation cave and no one had stepped foot there since his passing, The Vultures of the Rathuri-Genshur saw to it. They were called The Vultures because they were the ones that would willing interact with us of the Xecurae-Genshur. I moved towards the cave as a wolf stalks its prey, keeping all of my senses tuned to any oddities. Thank the ancestors that it was dusk, for the sun had hurt my eyes for as long as I can remember. Dergen’anhuae always told me it was an effect of the spirits of the dead allowing me to sense into their realm; that the gifts from the ancestors always carried a burden, this was required for balance so that the world of the living would not over take the world of the dead and visa versa.
Upon entering an easy shot for my hunting bow’s range, I heard and smelled what seemed to be wolves, but my instinct told me otherwise. I also heard the scared shouts of a very weak human inside trying to fend for his life. Foolish prey. I should let these creatures take you for trespassing on our sacred space or I should let them maim you before I kill them. Then I could extract why you were trespassing on our territory from you my way. Then I saw him, Shadowstalker, standing before and behind this human, beckoning me to stalk these Fell creatures. So I did. I crouched down low as I drew the short sword Shadowstalker had made for me in the tradition of his original homelands, silently as I stalked the creatures. It was the length of a shortsword, but curved and with an angled point. He designed a wolf’s head on the cap at the bottom of the handle. This was my first Fang. I used the lengthening shadows to hide my body and checking the feather tied to the cross bar for the direction of the wind, I hid my scent. As I moved in closer, these creatures never noticed. These were once wolves, but at some point in the past they became possessed by malevolent spirits. Within the Burnduanthi we called them Vulaszer’gerharn or in the Common tongue Worgs. I was now within striking distance behind them and I lunged. Throwing one of the throwing stars Shadowstalker trained me in at the one closest to the human, landing it directly in its left eye while I slashed at the back of the head of the Vulaszer’gerharn closest to me. This one turned its head towards me as I slashed so Fang could bite its neck. This creature collapsed onto the cave floor bleeding out like some weak prey and the second one howled in pain as it turned to face me directly.
I could have easily struck out at this creature before it snapped at me, but that would have left me in a position of being pinned between it and the cave wall. That is the choice of a raging wild boar, not a keen hunter like Deathwolf. I watched this creature’s muscles and feet as we danced the dance of hunter and prey, each waiting for a weakness to be exposed. This creature was more intelligent than the others I had faced, but it was still just prey. I saw this one’s weakness, he always exposed his heart right after a lunge by lifting his head just a little as it backed away or twisted to one side. All I had to do to end this dance as the hunter is to trick it into lunging and then sliding backwards while faking a fall and stabbing up into its heart. This would be easy and safe because there was enough of an elevation difference at the cave mouth that even if I missed, this creature would jump over me, and then would be outside of the cave. Much better hunting ground. Two more feet back and I would be in position, one more foot, and now I am in position. I make my feint and this creature is pulled into my trap. I tuck into the depression at the cave mouth and thrust up. I miss the heart shot, but manage to connect just past its rib cage so as the creature sailed over my spot, Fang cut right into the creature’s intestines. The intestines spilled out in a steamy pile just at my feet and sprinkling its blood on me like the beginning of a rain storm.
Both creatures were whimpering the whines of death, so I spoke the words of thankfulness to my ancestors and to the spirits of the animals, praising the wolves that once were for their honorable dance. Then I buried Fang into the base of their skull ending the suffering of the creatures. I pulled the bodies deeper into the cave mouth and piled them together. The hides were still in great shape and would make excellent clothing. The human just stood there shivering with its staff extended in my direction, not knowing how to react, that if I was its chance savior or another beast here to kill it. I heard a sound and turned to face the direction it came from, there was Shadowstalker again. Our eyes connected and then he bowed and faded away. The smell of blood was thick in the air within the cave and it was making me hungry. I easily pushed the feeling away, this time, as eating from the flesh of those creatures would at a minimum turn me into a Qunar and at worst, one of them.
I went into the small stash of food Shadowstalker kept here and retrieved the food and water that was stored there. I took it over to the human intruder and dropped it at his feet. He then slowly lowered his staff and tried to speak. Eventually he muttered, “Thank you. My name is Sage Sanguini. Sage Julian Sanguini.”
Raw Writing: Exodus of Trust
•16 May 2011 • Leave a CommentPacking up again, Josi got lost in her thoughts. Playing through her mind about how often she moves, how often she can’t find a place to stay. A place full of encouragement, full of stability, and a smell of family. Yet she continues to go from one place to the next with barely enough time to rest in between each move. She also starts to remember the stories her grandma read to her about the tribe of Israel being led around in the wilderness by the smoke and fire of the Lord. This left her wondering if she was on some kind of exodus herself, an exodus away from the pain and traps of the past. An exodus of trust.
Putting the book that she was reading in the last empty space in her back pack, she zipped up the pocket, and loaded up the pack on her back. Removing the key from the ring it was kept on, she set it on the desk by the door as it closed behind her. Walking to the small hatchback car and putting her pack in the back, her head was hung low. Not in shame, but from the burden of constantly moving. She was just a simple woman trying to step beyond the place she was born. To rise above poverty, rise above being a victim, to rise above being someone’s pawn. This road was not easy as she found out, but a spark deep inside of her would not let her give up, ever.
Closing the hatch then getting the car started, she finally broke down in tears. As the fountain slowed Josi put her car into drive and pulled away from the curb. She headed to a friends house that would let her stay for two weeks while she looked for another place. She wasn’t please about this arrangement, this friend was an addict, and had lots of strange people and strangers in and out a lot. She didn’t have anywhere to turn though. Fighting off the hopelessness trying to settle over her, she started thinking about how she had less than six months left before she received a college degree. The first in her family ever to be a college graduate and the first to move away from the small town trapped in their own victimization.
She turned on the radio to hear a new song, “the sadness, the madness, the bash it, the lavish, the fastest, the clashes, the ashes to ashes, everything intertwined, my femme fatale my darling fraudulent angel, once caught her changing the batteries in her halo, receipt for her wings and everything that she paid for, and the address to the factory where they made those…” It caught her attention, but then she looked out into the mist of early morning and tried to find the images of her future hiding somewhere just beyond her vision, buried in the fog.
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